I'm a fboy magnet.

So lately i've been seeing a lot of peeps from my school writing blogs,so i thought why not give it a try? Oh god,why am i even doing this.I've got a gut feeling that this is NOT a good idea.Here goes nothing.

So i'd bet a lot of y'all who's reading this rn had no idea that i was seeing somebody.That's because we went out just once and i didn't upload a photo bout it on ig.Because part of me knows that this dude ain't sincere,but part of me lost my mind and accepted him.

First and foremost,the first date was absolutely bullcrap ((no offence)).We promised to meet up round 11am at pavi and yes tho i gotta admit i was late for like 10 mins,this dude came even later than me.If he would just meet me straightaway when he got there i won't be that pissed.But no,he had to go and try on some swimming trunks because he had training later on.fyi yes,he is a swimmer.Even my momma who was waiting w me got supper mad as she was already late to work because of the hold up.So that was a really bad first impression for starters.

We finally met up,and i swear this dude starts telling me i'm beautiful like every 10 mins.Don't get me wrong,getting a compliment is flattering and all but receiving it more than once made me suspect whether he was a fboy or nah.Unfortunately back then,him being a fboy just didn't cross my mind. 

ps i really wanna cuss but am holding it in,just in case underage kids are reading this.

Anyways,back to the story.So we wen't to have lunch at tgif and i kid you not that was the most awkward moment i've ever experienced.Like ever.We had zero chemistry.Like zero,nada.We were just chatting bout our mutual friends and that was practically it.He even resorted to checking his phone soon after.But that was ok because i am not those kinda girls who find that as a pet peeve,until he started to call up his friend.So apparently this friend of his owes him money and since he works nearby he's gonna get the money back.So kind-hearted little ol' me was like sure go ahead and he was gone for a solid 10 mins.ps the pasta there tasted really bad that day.So imagine yourself consuming shitty pasta while the guy who supposedly asked you out ditched you.I wanted to go home so bad.But at least later on,he payed for the whole meal.Don't get me wrong tho,i did offered to spilt the bill.

Later on,we went to catch a movie which was hella long to me because i was watching it with him.We barely talked throughout the movie and by that point i just wanted to head home like pronto.When the movie finally ended and my mom texted me saying that she was here i was like YAAAZ.So when we were saying our last goodbyes  he wen't in for a hug.So i was like yeah sure why not,i'm never meeting you again anyways lmao.Not too long after,i received a long ass text and guess who it's from.him.In the text it says something along the lines of:"hey i know this is really random but here it goes.before this i liked u but after hanging out with you today i realised that i've fallen in love with you.Would you be my significant other?" blah blah blah.

At first i was reluctant to text him back cause it was too spontaneous,i had no idea what to do,how to comprehend it.Thus i seek advice from my so called love expert mom.Yes i talk bout boys with my mom,don't judge.She was like well he sounded pretty genuine to me and you should give him a shot and step out of your comfort zone for once.Since my mom was so obsessed bout zodiac signs she started to calculate whether our signs aligned lmao.Then she went on to say that his zodiac sign absolutely pampered and love my sign and that we would be a great couple so i took her advice and accepted him.Worst decision ever and here was me thinking that i've matured from my past relationship failures.

Throughout the span of our relationship,we were constantly fighting over the most little of things.Our relationship weren't "healthy",it was toxic.He would always flirt and take ootds w other girls w his arms round their waist.On the days where we don't argue,our convo were usually really awkward.He would call me beautiful and says he loves me then vice-versa,and that would be it.

One time when i was in Japan,he wen't on a short getaway w his "friends".But when i went on snapc i saw a girl who resembles his ex on his mystory.But i wasn't 100% sure as the quality was really blur so i just brush it off.Don't wanna overthink during my vacay right.Plus the last thing i wan't is to fight w him again.But later that day,he confessed himself on whatsapp that he was definitely w his ex and that was because his friends invited her without him knowing.Although i had my doubts,i just kinda brush it off and was like it's cool just don't do anything stupid aite.Then he wen't on to pull this dumb prank on me by telling me that she kissed him later that day.I believed him.We fought.Made up.The end.

A few days after my trip from Japan he started to treat me all different.Bare in mind that this was after his prom that 1.he did not invited me to. 2.he took photos with other girls there.((with his arms round their waist)).Comments such as "OTP" and "Ship" starts to flood under those pics soon after.I'll be lying if i say i weren't a tiny bit jealous.Anyways back to the OG story,he started to act all distant round me and i could feel like he was being sorta impatient when we were talking.It felt he was just pleasing me.It felt like he was not trying anymore.He did asked me out the other day but i had plans so i requested some other day.The next day rolls in and he started to tell me how he was a player in the past and he flirted w one of my best friends and bullcrap like that.So i was feeling something fishy like why would he bring stuff like this up all of a sudden.Later that day,he broke up w me.The reason was because i got bored of you.Well,well,well what a nice way to break up with somebody. Lesson of the day:if your gut's telling you that he is most probably a fboy,trust your instincts,because a girl's six sense is NEVER wrong.

I actually wanted to do a story time video on my Youtube channel on this,but in respect for the other party i would not do it ATM.Maybe in the near future? 

Holy shit,it's 3 in the morning rn and i'm still not asleep.My tummy's asking for food so imma go now.I'm soooo gonna gain some carbs after this but who cares.#noshame 

byeee!xx

ps i'm like totes in love w Troye's new album "Blue Neighbourhood",esp "Youth" and Ruth b's "Superficial love" 😍